Tuesday, June 28, 2016

We are trying. We are struggling.




Do you know the feeling when you really want to be happy and bubbly but you just can't? Have you ever suddenly feel so down that it seems like life is over? You don't know how many times I've felt like that before my fellow friends. 

When you're feeling down, you have no one to talk to because you know that your problem is stupid and nobody can help you, nobody can give you any advice or comfort because even you yourself can't help yourself. How is anyone suppose to even help you? People can't even be bothered.

There are many time because I felt like that, so my other solution is to tell social media. Don't deny it that you haven't have the same thought as me before. Okay, then you decide to tell the whole wide world how you feel. For instance, I'm feeling sad today. Okay, posted in every social media you possibly have. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat. What ever freaking social media you have. Then, people would be like judging you. Like, "why the heck is telling everyone how she feels?" "Does she want people to notice her?" "Does she want people to pity her?" "Does she want act all emotional and mysterious?" "She should just keep it between herself." "Why would she tell other people anyway?" "Drama Queen." Hah! You're being judged. Okay fine. 

So you're afraid of being judged, the only last choice you have is. To keep it to yourself. Not tell anyone your problem. Just keep it inside bro, don't let it out. Wait for it. You're just going to be judged. Again. "Why is she so quiet?" "She is so anti-social." "What is wrong with her?" "Does she hate people?" "I think she hates us." 

This is where I'm really going to start off. Fellow friends, no matter what you do, people have the tendency to judge others even if they say they don't. Whether you're good or bad, good looking or ugly, short or tall, outspoken or quiet, anything that you can think of, people will still judge because it's our nature and we can't avoid it. 

If you're unhappy, tell your friends. If they don't care, it's okay. God will care. If the social media don't care, it's okay. God will. If you're bearing all the sadness inside of you and you feel like you're suffocating, it's okay. God will make it all better. It's true. 

When I was in the process of writhing this post, to be honest, I'm not in a really good mood so I want to write everything out like just blah blah blah. Who cares if no ones want to read my stupid post. There are my stupid post. As I was writing, I felt better then I thought to myself that, writing really does help me release everything. But actually, God was up there doing all the work he possible can to help me feel better. I finally knew why. It's was actually Him helping me through these struggles. 

I was actually thinking of ending the post all inspirational quotes blah blah blah to make my post obviously more meaningful. But as I'm writing, I'm feeling more light-weight and free. I don't want to end my post with depressing stuff. I'm ending it with a thanks to The Almighty God above. 

So let's get back to the point that we're talking from the start, No matter how good you are, how perfect you are, people are still going to judge you no matter what.

So why don't make things easier for yourself, right? Be comfortable in your own skin. Be true to your heart. So if people judge you, so what? Why would you be affected if it's not true? Just ignore it. Even if it does hurt you, its going to be alright soon. Time heals everything. Even you think its not true but wait and see. Time really does heal fellow friends. In 2 years time or even 5 or 10 years, you'll think about it and just laugh it out.

Fellow friends, be happy. Be happy and joyful. Believe that He is beside you to protect you, to comfort you, to cheer you up. You are going to be alright. Yes, you are. You are truly blessed to be here on this earth. You are loved.

God bless you and have a great day!

Sincerely,
Sarah


Monday, June 27, 2016

A Malaysian Delicacy // Nasi Lemak


Village Park Restaurant in Kuala Lumpur

Village Park Restraurant is one of the most famous Nasi Lemak places in Malaysia. More accurately in Damansara Utama. 
Let me tell you one thing, I have always been wanting to go there! Cause I heard about it before on TV. 
This Nasi Lemak restaurant has been on Asian Food Wars of Food Network that why I was so excited to try it!

To let you guys know, I'm from the East of Malaysia, so its a rare chance that I get to try West Malaysian food. 
Because I'm currently studying here now, so I get this opportunity!

YESSSHHHHHHHH

Without further a do, let's see that amazing plate of Nasi Lemak!
Finally, had a taste of the renowned Nasi Lemak!

This is how it looks. 
Like normal Nasi Lemak with fragrant rice, sambal, hard-boiled egg, some cucumbers, ikan bilis and peanuts. 
And not forgetting the main attraction! The large homemade chicken thigh!



You can see how delicious it is that I finished the whole plate!
p.s I usually don't waste my food so this is normal. hah!


So if you never tried it before, you must go for a try!
Believe me its worth it! I'm not kidding!


PRICE : A little bit pricey for a plate of Nasi Lemak which cost RM 9-10. But for the size of the chicken thigh, it's worth it!
ENVIRONMENT : There are air-conditioning, so don't worry. But the cleanliness is not as clean as I though it would be but it was alright. 
It was hard to find parking around the area so if you're driving, I would take some time to find a parking.
SERVICE : It was alright. Would not expect too much. And not too low either!


Village Park Restaurant
   Opening Hours: 07:00 – 20:00 Monday – Saturday; 07:00 – 18:00 Sunday
Address 5, Jalan SS 21/37, Damansara Utama, 47400 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia


Be sure to visit!

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Face Lift



The New Look!


This is the new look of my blog like finally. 
Been doing quite a lot of arrangements cause that last one was really outdated, it's embarrassing. 
And I'm quite satisfied already. I went to some other blogger's website to look for some inspiration, and yea, it did gave me a lot but there blogs were just too classic and too beautiful.. 

And I don't know how to design my blog till it reach that kind of level. But maybe I not at that level yet.
Still a amateur, hahah. 



Don't ask for much, I'm already satisfied. It's simple as how I like it to be. 
Nothing too bubbly, too girly, too moody, not too much of everything. Just right for me.

Hope people do enjoy what I have written even though it's nothing much.
But at least this is my starting point of writing (typing). 

Happy reading!





A Day To Remember

THURS, 16 JUN 16 //  

I'm finally back after all these years.
 I have not updated my blog since 2013 and I do feel quite guilty about it. 

Well, how I suddenly remember I had a blog? 
My housemate is currently updating her blog and have asked to visit her blog. So, today I finally remembered to visit her blog and suddenly recall that I have a blog too! 

I went searching for my blog and lucky enough, I found it! 
It was supreme luck cause I have too many accounts and too many passwords to remember that it's getting confusing!

So.. I tried to log into my account but sadly I couldn't (at first). Then kept asking myself, did I used that wrong email to log in?  Believe me, there were millions of questions going through my brain and I was getting frustrated. Tried ever way possible. 

The most basic way, ask Google.

Did some research, found some information, followed some instructions.. 
Walaaa! Now you see me writing this post, hahhaha. 
I'm so grateful for technology but so frustrated as well as its improving every day. I had to catch up of all the updates of Blogger from 2013 suddenly to 2016. 

Anyways, I think this is 'A Day To Remember'. 
I scroll through all my past blog post and they were hilarious!
I laughed my butts off and so did my friends when I showed it to them.
But, I still couldn't believe I wrote stuff like that at my age back then. 
They were quite well written I have to say. I am a teeny tiny bit proud of myself.

I hope I'll be more active in writing, most importantly writing in my blog.
Hope to change things up a bit, as my blog's design is outdated and it needs a fresh look.

Last but not least, thank you my friend for (indirectly) letting me know that I still have this blog and have the mood to write in it again. Thank you so much, for letting me back into this experience again. 

Credits to 
The lovely Chy Xin!

Go and visit Chy Xin's blog http://chyxin.blogspot.my/ for more interesting posts1