Do you know the feeling when you really want to be happy and bubbly but you just can't? Have you ever suddenly feel so down that it seems like life is over? You don't know how many times I've felt like that before my fellow friends.
When you're feeling down, you have no one to talk to because you know that your problem is stupid and nobody can help you, nobody can give you any advice or comfort because even you yourself can't help yourself. How is anyone suppose to even help you? People can't even be bothered.
There are many time because I felt like that, so my other solution is to tell social media. Don't deny it that you haven't have the same thought as me before. Okay, then you decide to tell the whole wide world how you feel. For instance, I'm feeling sad today. Okay, posted in every social media you possibly have. Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat. What ever freaking social media you have. Then, people would be like judging you. Like, "why the heck is telling everyone how she feels?" "Does she want people to notice her?" "Does she want people to pity her?" "Does she want act all emotional and mysterious?" "She should just keep it between herself." "Why would she tell other people anyway?" "Drama Queen." Hah! You're being judged. Okay fine.
So you're afraid of being judged, the only last choice you have is. To keep it to yourself. Not tell anyone your problem. Just keep it inside bro, don't let it out. Wait for it. You're just going to be judged. Again. "Why is she so quiet?" "She is so anti-social." "What is wrong with her?" "Does she hate people?" "I think she hates us."
This is where I'm really going to start off. Fellow friends, no matter what you do, people have the tendency to judge others even if they say they don't. Whether you're good or bad, good looking or ugly, short or tall, outspoken or quiet, anything that you can think of, people will still judge because it's our nature and we can't avoid it.
If you're unhappy, tell your friends. If they don't care, it's okay. God will care. If the social media don't care, it's okay. God will. If you're bearing all the sadness inside of you and you feel like you're suffocating, it's okay. God will make it all better. It's true.
When I was in the process of writhing this post, to be honest, I'm not in a really good mood so I want to write everything out like just blah blah blah. Who cares if no ones want to read my stupid post. There are my stupid post. As I was writing, I felt better then I thought to myself that, writing really does help me release everything. But actually, God was up there doing all the work he possible can to help me feel better. I finally knew why. It's was actually Him helping me through these struggles.
I was actually thinking of ending the post all inspirational quotes blah blah blah to make my post obviously more meaningful. But as I'm writing, I'm feeling more light-weight and free. I don't want to end my post with depressing stuff. I'm ending it with a thanks to The Almighty God above.
So let's get back to the point that we're talking from the start, No matter how good you are, how perfect you are, people are still going to judge you no matter what.
So why don't make things easier for yourself, right? Be comfortable in your own skin. Be true to your heart. So if people judge you, so what? Why would you be affected if it's not true? Just ignore it. Even if it does hurt you, its going to be alright soon. Time heals everything. Even you think its not true but wait and see. Time really does heal fellow friends. In 2 years time or even 5 or 10 years, you'll think about it and just laugh it out.
Fellow friends, be happy. Be happy and joyful. Believe that He is beside you to protect you, to comfort you, to cheer you up. You are going to be alright. Yes, you are. You are truly blessed to be here on this earth. You are loved.
God bless you and have a great day!
Sincerely,
